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Wed, Mar. 29th, 2006, 10:52 pm
Black. White.

Okay so the white father is an accidental rascist and an ignorant FOOL!
The white mother is kinda getting it now but still has a way to go...
And the white girl I think has got the best idea out of anyone in the house, but I haven't seen much if any of the black parents dressed as white.
At any rate I hope the mother leaves the father because he is what he is and I know if I was her I couldn't live with a man like that. HE completely refuses to see the invisible ceiling that he's standing on. (cause he's on the good side) As a women I can kinda understand (not completely of course) the frustration of the black community, I feel the ignorance of well off white men when I try to make them respect me as an intelligent human being and not some dumb broad.
White men just don't understand because they don't want to admit that they just might have it easier

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Fri, Mar. 3rd, 2006, 10:55 pm
um yea so

I need my own space....
is that SOO hard of a concept to understand...

Mon, Feb. 20th, 2006, 11:20 pm
::cough wheeze::

So now my virus got lonely so it invited a bacteria and now I get to take LOVELY antibiotics that are tearing up my stomach.
Moved the GRE's to the 15th of march so I have SOME chance of scoring decently.
Still VERY VERY busy, will be around in a couple months...

Mon, Feb. 13th, 2006, 09:54 pm
Really Sick

Really stressed and I haven't checked LJ in months sorry I'm SOOOO busy
I decided to apply to grad school so now I have 4 midterms, 3 4 page papers, and the GRE's to take right after I wrap up the other things on the 24th.
I'm sick with bronchitis and really busy it's not that I don't care it's that I can't care about anything but getting through the next two weeks.
Thanks ::passes out asleep::

Sun, Jan. 15th, 2006, 09:51 pm
W00+!!!

April 15th NJ is SMOKE FREE!!!!! yay! (well except for casinos because donald own trenton..) I can drink without getting lung cancer, and eat without tasting ash!!!!
I have the right to NOT breath smoke, but if I CHOOSE to inhale smoke I DO NOT have the right to make someone else inhale it too!
Smokers stop pissing and moaning and go outside, at least this isn't California where you can only smoke out in DESIGNATED outdoor smoking areas. Yep I saw it myself they have no smoking signs painted on the ground there and hefty fines for those who don't obey. You have the right to give yourself lung cancer, but you DON'T have the right to give anyone else lung cancer!

Sun, Jan. 15th, 2006, 11:51 am
I think I figured out...

Why I'm so bleh and not feeling well...
I think I'm bleh and not feeling well because I never have anyone to go out and do things with anymore...
I don't go out in do things because I'm lonely and then when I don't go out I start feeling crappy to rationalize why I don't go out (most anyway, sometimes a migraine just zaps the life out of me)
I'm tired of being alone, I live with my boyfriend and I'm still alone. FUCK IT ALL I need people who want to hang out with me :-( apparantly my bf doesn't

Fri, Jan. 13th, 2006, 10:36 pm
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Wed, Jan. 11th, 2006, 12:33 pm
sigh

The last 3 years weren't all bad, but what ami supose to do? It's not last year or the year before right now, and what am I supose to do?

What am I suppose to do? I'm just so tired, soo soo tired. I need a break.........

Wed, Jan. 11th, 2006, 12:43 am
sometimes...

I wish I could get the nerve to slit my wrists and watch them bleed.....

Wed, Jan. 11th, 2006, 12:05 am
yea and I'm self absorbed and ridculous...

if you put "becoming un-cynical" as your interests and then post this in someone's journal (see below) obviously your still working on that apparantly.....
(names of others deleted to be polite, though I don't know why I should bother, I'm just CONSIDERATE like that)

it's a little confusing because I had to take out the formatting to protect people's identities  )
And then at this point I let it drop and didn't comment to the "sir" misunderstand or the fact that SHE had another sn that wasn't friends only... I don't really care and I've made enough an ass out of myself carrying this out on my grieving friends journal. This post is for me to vent if you don't follow it don't worry about it. cause aparrantly I'm too self absorbed to care what you think, that's why I'm crying because my friend's cousin is gone and my grandfather who passed away march's birthday was yesterday... and I still miss him ALOT. but yea so I'm self absorbed I don't know why anyone bothers to be my friends

Tue, Jan. 10th, 2006, 10:01 pm
House tonight...

"You what Woody Allen says about relationships 'Crazy and irrational but we go through it because we need..."
"The curry?"
"yea..."

Sun, Jan. 8th, 2006, 02:21 pm
W00+!!!!

Principles of Bio A
Food marketing System A
Economics of Futures Markets A
Intro to Food and Nutrition A
WOOT!!!!!!!! president's List BABY! 4.0 for the semester!
And my GPA is now 3.023!!!!!!
Now to survive this semester...... AND I'm DONE DONE DONE!!!!

Fri, Jan. 6th, 2006, 06:36 pm
Amen to the indoor smoking ban! Go for the Law!

W00+! okay sorry smokers go outside or smoke at home cause I DON'T WANT YOUR SMOKE IN MY LUNGS! And there is NO non-smoking area in a bar, none that actually counts really. I like to sit at the bar in the middle of the action not in the middle of lung cancer country. bars and resturants WILL get over it. California is doing just fine. Smokers smoking in the same room as a nonsmoker is giving them lung problems when they didn't ask for it. It's inconsiderate and rude. I can't wait till it's enacted!
Ban on indoor smoking moves closer to law
1/5/2006, 4:20 p.m. ET
By JEFFREY GOLD
The Associated Press



TRENTON,N.J. (AP) — A move to ban smoking in restaurants, bars and other indoor public places moved a step closer to becoming law Thursday despite the impassioned pleas of owners of bars and bowling alleys who said it would force many of them to fire employees or close.

The bill that was approved by an Assembly committee, and which has already passed the state Senate, is scheduled for a vote by the full Assembly on Monday, the final day of the legislative session.

"This is a bill that I look forward to signing into law," acting Gov. Richard J. Codey said in a statement.

Afterhearing nearly three hours of sometimes bitter testimony, Assembly Health Committee vice chairman Herb Conaway, a physician, said the benefits and savings from reducing exposure to secondhand smoke "far outweigh" the costs to businesses.

Conaway, D-Burlington, and other committee members conceded the measure was "imperfect" because casino floors would be exempt from the ban, but said they would attempt to remove that exemption in a later bill. Also exempt would be cigar bars and tobacco retailers. Violators would face fines of $250 to $1,000.

"This is a giant step forward," Sen. Loretta Weinberg, D-Bergen, who worked for 10 years on the indoor smoking ban, told the committee.

The casino exemption, sought by some southern New Jersey lawmakers but appalling to bar owners, was part of a compromise to ensure passage last month by the state Senate.

The only member to oppose the bill was Assemblyman Samuel D. Thompson, R-Middlesex and Monmouth, who said two-thirds of the state's restaurants are voluntarily smoke-free, so patrons and employees have options.

"I think the people are entitled to a choice as long as smoking is legal," Thompson said.

The measure had broad support from health groups, including the American Cancer Society, and was strongly endorsed by state Health Commissioner Fred M. Jacobs, a physician and longtime anti-smoking activist.

"Smoking contributes to more diseases and deaths in New Jersey than any other cause," Jacobs said. "Secondhand smoke is the third-leading cause of preventable death in this country. It kills 53,000 nonsmokers nationwide each year, including 1,800 in New Jersey."

He noted that 10 states, including neighboring Delaware and New York, have adopted similar smoking bans, and said New York City bars lost no jobs or revenues.

That was disputed by New Jersey bar owners, who said the New York figures were skewed because they began measurement after the Sept. 11 terrorist attacks, when business was depressed.

Two Atlantic City casinos are short walks from the Irish Pub, just off the Boardwalk, and pub owner Cathy Burke told the committee that the bill would doom her establishment, which predated the gambling halls.

"Essentially, the smokers are being bribed: If you want to smoke, you have to gamble," Burke said.

She said the exemption is a "gross distortion" of the law that allowed casinos to come to Atlantic City, which envisioned them as a tool to revitalize small businesses in the city.

Deborah Dowdell, president of the New Jersey Restaurant Association, suggested that lawmakers should give businesses the option of voluntarily adopting smoke-free policies, and those that don't could be required to limit smoking to enclosed areas with air-cleaning filters.

Wed, Jan. 4th, 2006, 09:26 pm
snip of conversation

Me: "yea I have to meditate on it some more, I already know the answer, but time must be given to delicate matters..."

Wed, Jan. 4th, 2006, 08:15 pm
Well.... SOOOOORRRY... not

Okay when you deny doing something and you don't honestly remember doing something and there's enough evidence to prove otherwise. YOU LIED. Poor memory doesn't mean you didn't lie... It may have been an honestly lie, but one someone accuses you of lying don't get PISSY, YOU DID LIE! Just fucking apologize and things will resolve, holding a grudge will just keep making you look like an ass and you'll be pissy forever until you just let it go.

Mon, Jan. 2nd, 2006, 03:41 pm
I"m tired of being tired

I'm tired of carrying the men in my life.
Do it yourself.... Come May 1st I'm flying on my wings keep up if you can, but you WILL NOT be my net. You WILL NOT ensare me. I did not make your bed, I will not lie in your mistakes. I've got my life to live and the people I need in my life are the people who won't hold me down or need me take of them, not yet.
Figure it out or yet again your in a mess of heart ache and struggle.

Sat, Dec. 31st, 2005, 04:31 pm
And my biggest fan is.......

wow people do comment sometimes..... )
Wow thanks Paul! ;-P

Sat, Dec. 31st, 2005, 04:28 pm
wow

I have no friends that want to hang out with me, am I that terrible?
Great........

Fri, Dec. 30th, 2005, 09:48 pm
Somethings you just know...

Some people know somethings about themselves...
I think I know... It's kinda kewl but I dunno... ohwell
"Life goes in endless song, and I can't help but singing...."
Life will come and I will live it

Wed, Dec. 28th, 2005, 10:03 pm
My new year's resolutions?

1) Loose weight.... HA.... yea I want to be a size zero.... and shop in the limited.... too....
Okay not loose weight but since my body has decided that being 145 was too much and 129 was much better and drop 10 pounds in four weeks in november and then 2 pounds in the first two weeks in december and then 4 pounds in one week in last week. This week I seem stable soooo I think 129 is the equilibrium.... HA I already met my discovery weight challenge new years resolution before it even started... oops.... Ohwell tehe
2) Quit smoking.... nope don't need to....
hm.......
I resolve next year not to gain weight, smoke, and graduate in May yea I think I can do that lol

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