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Wed, Mar. 29th, 2006, 10:52 pm
Black. White.

Okay so the white father is an accidental rascist and an ignorant FOOL!
The white mother is kinda getting it now but still has a way to go...
And the white girl I think has got the best idea out of anyone in the house, but I haven't seen much if any of the black parents dressed as white.
At any rate I hope the mother leaves the father because he is what he is and I know if I was her I couldn't live with a man like that. HE completely refuses to see the invisible ceiling that he's standing on. (cause he's on the good side) As a women I can kinda understand (not completely of course) the frustration of the black community, I feel the ignorance of well off white men when I try to make them respect me as an intelligent human being and not some dumb broad.
White men just don't understand because they don't want to admit that they just might have it easier


Fri, Mar. 3rd, 2006, 10:55 pm
um yea so

I need my own space....
is that SOO hard of a concept to understand...

Mon, Feb. 20th, 2006, 11:20 pm
::cough wheeze::

So now my virus got lonely so it invited a bacteria and now I get to take LOVELY antibiotics that are tearing up my stomach.
Moved the GRE's to the 15th of march so I have SOME chance of scoring decently.
Still VERY VERY busy, will be around in a couple months...

Mon, Feb. 13th, 2006, 09:54 pm
Really Sick

Really stressed and I haven't checked LJ in months sorry I'm SOOOO busy
I decided to apply to grad school so now I have 4 midterms, 3 4 page papers, and the GRE's to take right after I wrap up the other things on the 24th.
I'm sick with bronchitis and really busy it's not that I don't care it's that I can't care about anything but getting through the next two weeks.
Thanks ::passes out asleep::

Sun, Jan. 15th, 2006, 09:51 pm

April 15th NJ is SMOKE FREE!!!!! yay! (well except for casinos because donald own trenton..) I can drink without getting lung cancer, and eat without tasting ash!!!!
I have the right to NOT breath smoke, but if I CHOOSE to inhale smoke I DO NOT have the right to make someone else inhale it too!
Smokers stop pissing and moaning and go outside, at least this isn't California where you can only smoke out in DESIGNATED outdoor smoking areas. Yep I saw it myself they have no smoking signs painted on the ground there and hefty fines for those who don't obey. You have the right to give yourself lung cancer, but you DON'T have the right to give anyone else lung cancer!

Sun, Jan. 15th, 2006, 11:51 am
I think I figured out...

Why I'm so bleh and not feeling well...
I think I'm bleh and not feeling well because I never have anyone to go out and do things with anymore...
I don't go out in do things because I'm lonely and then when I don't go out I start feeling crappy to rationalize why I don't go out (most anyway, sometimes a migraine just zaps the life out of me)
I'm tired of being alone, I live with my boyfriend and I'm still alone. FUCK IT ALL I need people who want to hang out with me :-( apparantly my bf doesn't

Fri, Jan. 13th, 2006, 10:36 pm
mm blood

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Wed, Jan. 11th, 2006, 12:33 pm

The last 3 years weren't all bad, but what ami supose to do? It's not last year or the year before right now, and what am I supose to do?

What am I suppose to do? I'm just so tired, soo soo tired. I need a break.........

Wed, Jan. 11th, 2006, 12:43 am

I wish I could get the nerve to slit my wrists and watch them bleed.....

Wed, Jan. 11th, 2006, 12:05 am
yea and I'm self absorbed and ridculous...

if you put "becoming un-cynical" as your interests and then post this in someone's journal (see below) obviously your still working on that apparantly.....
(names of others deleted to be polite, though I don't know why I should bother, I'm just CONSIDERATE like that)

it's a little confusing because I had to take out the formatting to protect people's identities Collapse )
And then at this point I let it drop and didn't comment to the "sir" misunderstand or the fact that SHE had another sn that wasn't friends only... I don't really care and I've made enough an ass out of myself carrying this out on my grieving friends journal. This post is for me to vent if you don't follow it don't worry about it. cause aparrantly I'm too self absorbed to care what you think, that's why I'm crying because my friend's cousin is gone and my grandfather who passed away march's birthday was yesterday... and I still miss him ALOT. but yea so I'm self absorbed I don't know why anyone bothers to be my friends

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